Bitter
2001

every morning i awake to same meaningless chores
of selling my life off like some paychecked whore
and i never thought that i’d say it
but i think i’d like to leave
it seems there’s nothing here
and my heart is growing bitter

and my young mind is aging faster everyday
the things i once found important
i’d gladly give away
it seems that nothing has it’s sparkle
and my words have lost their shine
and those i once would die for
i now wish to say goodbye

now there’s a natural progression
and i now understand my fathers ways
after all of your dreams are lost
in reality’s haunting gaze
i wish i’d run, i want so much more in my life
i wish i could run, i want so much more in my life

boring boring bored

September 3, 2001 //