i’ll go deep down right now
a ditch is on the left
i’ve done this 14 times in my head
I’m lucky to escape
and this is how i feel
it may be a mistake
truck on the hill

i’ll go deep down right now
I’m laying in a bed
my hair is falling out
and I’m getting thin

my friends don’t come around
they’re scared of what they’ll see
it’s hard for them
but fuck it’s hard for me

i think of all my brilliant thoughts
all the means i have to escape
the way things all came about
so many of life’s lucky breaks
and some road may end, some circle back
the raiders can’t wait to plan their attacks
cause the timing is crucial when troubles abound
and there’s no guarantees each time around

i’ll go deep down right now
a warm and hallowed eve
i head out back, I’m playing in the tree
the ambulances blare
a neighbor cuts me down
I’m hanging from my neck 3 feet from ground

jam