she sat in a smoke filled
with the smell of her perfume
didn’t know if she was wrong
didn’t know if she belonged
sick of saying what the fuck
either way people suck
as my color starts fade
i threw hearts
and she got spade

here we become
and there we became
here we are proud
and there we’re ashamed
there were times in our past
but the good ones never last

need a break from my great brain
take a toke to ease my pain
switch you what you wanna be
I hate myself
Yea I hate myself
but I love me

it was a choice that she made
now she lives her own way
it was a guy with the gun
who was the only
he was the only
murdering one
only murdering one

she didn’t know if she was wrong
didn’t know if she belonged
switch to what you wanna be
i hate myself
don’t like myself