making up a list of all the girls you kissed and everything you did to each and every single
one that you cared for maybe just an instant time creates a distance still you wonder why they’re still around.

and it’s hard to imagine now
how you’re ever gonna settle down.
make peace, with all those little angels
and all those little demons

counting in your mind all the different times you’ve had the same discussions ignoring all the warning signs
of destruction, lifestyle interuption
put onto a chain when you only
wanna wander around.

still you wonder
why they’re still around.

date: 2006
Todd Johnson